Used to be, when the new year rolled around, you’d find all kinds of articles in the news about resolutions.
Nowadays, it seems like you see just as many about why we never keep those resolutions.
I started to set my own “usuals” this week: Be more productive with my artwork, get organized, exercise more, eat less.
Then I read those darn downer articles, and wonder why I bother?
The answer came to me last night.
Yes, it’s hard to maintain those good intentions.
But I love the place of hope they come from.
This year I’m going to enthusiastically make those same ol’ resolutions, with some new additions.
I’m considering the lessons of my hospice training, and thinking about the difference between “curing” and “healing”. Between “fixing” and “truly listening.”
I’m going to take my passions–riding, martial arts, tai chi and yoga–and dig in a little deeper. I may restart a little chubbier than usual, but I know I’ll feel better for simply showing up and trying.
I’m positioning my artwork right where it belongs–as something I do for myself, and then share with the world. With no regrets and no measuring. It will go where it will, perhaps only a small pebble in a very big ocean. But even a small pebble makes ripples. I may not be able to see where they go, but I know they are there.
I intend to write something every day. Not all of it will be earth-shattering or special. But I want to make writing as daily a habit as…..cream in my coffee.
I will NOT give up cream in my coffee. Maybe in 2011…..?
Oh, and to remember to be grateful for what I have and for all the people in my life. All of ’em, even the highly annoying ones, bless ’em. I have something to learn from them all. And…grateful to just be here.
Some of these intentions will stick. Most probably won’t. I get that.
But I won’t give up on myself.
I kinda like the fact that I still believe I could be a better artist, a more successful biz owner, a kinder, healthier person, a better friend, if I try.
What do YOU resolve in 2010?